Barabbas woke up and rolled from his mat. He looked out the
window at the city below. After Barabbas had helped Joseph lay Jesus’ body to
rest in the tomb, Joseph had taken him back to the inn for a bath and a shave.
Barabbas, though still reeling from the circumstance of his release, felt like
a new man. The two men had stayed in the inn for the Sabbath. They just couldn’t
bring themselves to go about life as if nothing had changed. Jesus’ death had
rocked their whole world, despite the little interaction either of them had had
with the teacher.
Now, it was Sunday morning, the third day since Jesus had
been crucified. Joseph was downstairs settling the bill. He was heading back to
Arimathea today, so Barabbas would be on his own. Barabbas dressed and made his
way downstairs. He expressed his thanks to Joseph and left the inn. He walked
through the streets of Jerusalem in search of something, though he wasn’t sure
what. He needed a job, or a mission, or anything to keep him out of prison.
Joseph had told him about the disciples. Twelve men had traveled with Jesus and
learned under his teaching for three years. What he would give for that kind of
certainty. Now, they were in the same position he was. They too were men without purpose, disciples
in search of a teacher.
Eleven, there were only eleven disciples left. Judas, the
group treasurer, had betrayed the Christ for thirty pieces of silver. Overcome by
guilt, he had hanged himself. Barabbas understood. He would have done the same
thing, had he been given the opportunity. Except, he would have taken the money
and ran, not thrown it back at the people it came from and hanged himself. That was the kind of Criminal Barabbas had been., relentless and selfish, only concerned with his own well being. Barabbas
wondered what had become of the other eleven. Rumor around town was that they
were holed up in some upper room. Apparently, that’s where they had spent their
last meal with Jesus. Barabbas wanted to know where this was, so he asked around.
He thought, if he could find them, they could tell him more
about their friend, Jesus. He wanted to know everything there was to know about
the man who had taken his place on Golgotha. He didn’t know what he expected to
happen. Surely, they wouldn’t be interested in teaching a crook like him. Still,
he had hope. He had gotten some directions from people who didn’t recognize him. (That’s
the problem with being a notorious ex-con. The people who recognized Barabbas didn’t want
anything to do with him.) He was pretty sure he had found the house with the upper
room in question. He stood on the road in front of the building as he tried to
summon the courage to knock.
Just as he was about to approach the front door, two women
came running up the street calling the names of Jesus’ disciples.
“Peter, John!!” they cried. “Come quick!”
Barabbas stepped back into the shadows and watched as two
men came down from the upper room. The first man was a stranger to Barabbas. The
second, he recognized as the contrite man he had met in the ally two days
earlier.
“What is it, Mary?” John inquired. “What’s the matter?”
“We went to the tomb to dress Jesus’ body, because we didn’t
have time on Friday to do it properly,” Mary explained. “The tomb was open, and
Jesus’ body was gone. Two shining men told us…”
Peter and John didn’t wait to hear the end of the story. They
took off as quickly as they could. Barabbas, not wanting to be left in the dark,
followed them at a safe distance. John was the younger of the two, so he
reached the tomb first. He was standing at the opening when Peter caught up. Barabbas
watched under cover of the garden shrubbery as John stepped to the side, allowing Peter to
enter the tomb. Peter was in the tomb for what seemed like forever. Finally, he
reemerged and headed back to town with John.
Barabbas waited until they were gone before he approached
the tomb. He knew the tomb well. He would never forget the time he spent with Joseph
as they tenderly wrapped Jesus’ body in linen and spices and laid it on the stone
slab against the inside wall. Barabbas saw the stone off to the side of the
open doorway. Two Roman spears lay on the ground where the soldiers had left
them. A splotch of red wax was on the exterior wall of the tomb, the final remnant
of the high priest’s seal. Barabbas took a deep breath and stepped into the
tomb.
The slab resting place was there, just as Barabbas remembered it. Everything else, was different. The linens lay unraveled on the slab and
the face cloth was folded neatly at the head. If it hadn’t been for these
remnants, Barabbas would not have believed that death had ever occupied this tomb.
There was no smell, not even of the myrrh and spices with which they had
dressed the body. They had used seventy-five pounds of spices. Surely, he would
have been able to smell them. Barabbas thought he was going crazy. He had been
in this very place the evening before last with the body of Jesus and now,
there was no body to be found.
He turned from the slab and ran from the tomb. He had to
catch Joseph before he left town. He started running through the garden and
stopped. He saw a woman crying in the garden. He recognized her as one of the
women who had helped wrap the body on Friday evening. Her name was Mary
Magdalene. He thought about approaching her but decided against it. He turned
away to leave but stopped when he heard Mary speak.
“They have taken away my Lord, and I do not know where they
have taken him,” she explained as she approached the doorway of the tomb.
Barabbas could not see who she was talking to, but he thought he saw a light shining
from inside the stone structure. Much to Barabbas’ surprise, a figure of a man appeared
behind her. Mary turned and saw the man behind her.
“Why are you crying?” the man asked. “Who are you looking
for?”
“Sir, what have you done with Jesus?” Mary asked. “If you
have moved him, please tell where he is so that I may care for his body.”
She thinks he’s the
gardener, Barabbas thought as he waited for the man’s reply.
“Mary,” the man said in a voice that dripped with love and
compassion.
“Rabboni!” Mary exclaimed as Barabbas gasped.
The man in the garden was Jesus. Barabbas hardly recognized
him from the state he was in Friday. His skin was fresh and clean. His cuts and
bruises from the beatings he had endured were gone. The only evidence Barabbas could
see of the trauma Jesus had endured were the nail holes in his hands. Otherwise,
Barabbas would not have believed that he was looking at the same man. What was
going on? He had watched the man as he was beaten and whipped to a bloody shadow of
his former self. He had helped Joseph take his body down from his cross. He had
carried the body from Golgotha to the tomb and helped lay it to rest. He knew
all this to be true and yet, Jesus was standing before him, alive and well.
“Hello Barabbas.”
Barabbas stared. Jesus was standing literally in front of
him. And addressing him by name.
“Rabboni,” Barabbas replied, echoing Mary’s greeting.
“You look well,” Jesus continued. “I’m glad to see you in a
better state.”
“I share your sentiment, my Lord,” Barabbas replied. “You…
you were dead. I saw you. I carried your body.”
“I know, Barabbas. Now I have risen. I had to die to pay the
debt just as I had to rise again to conquer death,” Jesus explained.
“You paid my debt,” Barabbas clarified. “That beating, that
cross, and those nails were meant for me. You took the punishment for my
crimes. You died in my place.”
“I did, my son,” Jesus confirmed. “I died for you and I died
for everyone who would believe. Now, go tell everyone you know what I have done
for you.”
With that final statement, Jesus disappeared leaving
Barabbas with not only his life, but his mission. Barabbas turned from the
empty tomb and walked away from Jerusalem. He didn’t know where he would go,
but he knew what he was going to do. He was going to tell everyone he met about
the death, burial, and resurrection of his Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, and about the promise of salvation through belief in God.
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